September 12, 2003 - Friday

System reset! So another Windows RPC exploit to patch! Posting early (hint Kingsley/Jon). It was only announced today, so, hmm, maybe a week till a new virus/worm comes around. RPC == Remote Procedure Call, so what this means is that the virus can exploit your computer remotely without your interaction... Just being on the network with port 135 means you're vulnerable, if you run Windows NT, XP, 2k, or 2003. Linux, Mac, and *old* Windows installations don't have anything to fear. Patch early and patch often! (This is a repost, in case people didn't bother to read the looong rant of the past couple days)

[^Louis^] - 8:57 AM PDT

September 14, 2003 - Sunday

Final Fantasy Tactics:Advance is awesome! I just bought a copy yesterday, after borrowing it for a day from Young; thanks Young, you're the best! It's more or less everything good I remember from Tactics for the Playstation, except portable. I'm glad I have rechargeable batteries!

[^Louis^] - 8:34 AM PDT

Everyone now has a copy of this game, excluding me, of course. I'd need a job to be able to afford this game, and that whole 'job' thing is eluding me right now. But we played FF: Crystal Cronicles on Friday, and that was puuuurrrrty. I was more excited about that than I was Tactics. Mostly because I suck at Tactics, mostly because of my complete lack of any strategy skills. I'll probably steal the game from my brother at some point, though. Just to play it a little. And then it will become forgotten, just like my copy of Golden Sun.

[^e^] - 11:35 AM PDT

Makes me want to get a GBA now. Either that or a cell phone. I feel left behind everyone else. So the wedding was ok. Not much chickage or there was but the chickage was already taken. And man, did the bride look hot. I can't believe I use to play with her when we were like 5. Wish I kept in contact with her more. Oh well. I got the whole friggin' week off for a trip but then I think I'm gonna bail out and tell my work to put me back on the schedule. Shit happened this morning which totally pissed me off. A few weeks ago my aunt invited me to go with her and my cousins on a trip to So Cal and Vegas. I thought, man, that would be so fuckin' awsome since most of my cousins are now 21 and over. Shit, I couldn't pass that up and my father said it was kewl. So today I get a phone call from my aunt asking if I'm still in and I tell her hell yeah. Then she asks me if I can rent a van since there's gonna be a lotta people on the trip and I'm like what the fuck?! I mean, you invite a person on a trip but then ask them to rent a fuckin' van? What kinda invitation is that? Aren't you suppose to be the one organizing shit here? So then I tell her that I'm not sure about the van thing and that I should talk to my dad about it. I talk to my dad and he starts saying shit about how my aunt can't plan shit and stuff and that everything is last minute and that I shouldn't really go on the trip but it's up to me. And I'm thinking, fuck, a few weeks ago you said it was kewl and shit. Total fuckin' 180 there. Plus he's always encouraging me to chill with the relatives and hang with them whenever I can and I see this as a good opportunity. Well, shit didn't start flyin' until my mom heard the news. Well, you know about my fuckin' and me. Hell, she had so much shit to say about the situation and brought up so much crap on me about it. Fuck! She brought up about how that I shouldn't even rent a car since I got into a fuckin' accident last month which was only a small, itty bitty, tiny weeny fender bender but was totally my fault and the fuckin' bastard still claimed injuries that dip shit whore fuck! Made me feel even less than what I felt talkin' to my father. Yeah, she totally didn't want me to go on that trip. Then my aunt calls again and asks us if were free to go out for dim sum. I ask my father but he figures that since we got this wedding shit we gotta go to we can't waste too much time. Besides we were originally gonna go eat dim sum out ourselves before hand for lunch. But really my folks just don't wanna deal with my aunt and uncle. So we go there to the restaurant for lunch and what do ya fuckin' know?! My aunt and uncle are there too at the same fuckin' restaurant. I knew we shoulda went somewhere else. Fuck! So we decide to sit at the same table. Things are ok but the the shit about the vacation comes up and all fuckin' hell breaks loose. My mom does most of the talking telling my aunt that I shouldn't go and that I shouldn't rent the van since I got into that stupid accident last month. Thank you so very fuckin' much mom for telling everyone that I suck big cock at driving. Why don't you just tell them more shit about me so I can breakdown my self-esteem. Right now, I just have no appetite and I'm not eating. Everyone is telling me to eat but I'm too pissed off. I really wanted to just leave the place and walk home. Plus my mom and dad acted like nothing was happening and that I wasn't hungry. I'm so sick of this bullshit. Everytime I make some fuckin' decision it becomes scrutinized by my folks and they always seem to find some flaw in it when makes me look like I'm an incapable person. For my sister, shit, everything's dandy with her cause she's RESPONSIBLE. But for me I'm irrisponsible and incapable of shit. If I plan a trip I won't be able to go cause I can't plan a trip. If I buy a car I can't cause I can't buy a car and I don't know how to buy one and my parents should be the one to be involved in such matters. Fuck man! I hate them! But I can't say that kinda shit cause fuckin' other unfortunate people have father beaters and mothers who are fuckin' crack whores and I got parents who treat me like a fuckin' king. GOD DAMN, I'M SICK OF THIS SHIT! I WANT MY VOICE HEARD AND I WANT THEM TO BACK OFF AND BACK DOWN AND LET ME FUCK UP MY LIFE IF I WANT TO FUCK UP MY LIFE!!!! AND ANY FUCKIN' ASSHOLE OUT THERE WHO TRIES TO TELL ME THAT I'M OVERREACTING OR ACTING LIKE A PUNK ASS DICK AND THAT I SHOULDN'T TAKE THIS SHIT FOR FUCKIN' GRANTED...FUCK YOU, FUCK OFF, FUCK YOURSELF, CAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT THIS SHIT THAT I DEAL WITH. WEAR MY FUCKIN' SHOES MAN. And if you're gonna say that everyone goes through this I'm not gonna believe you. Fuck you! I can't. Not after going through this crap for the last 26 years. Anyway, I'm not gonna go on the trip anymore. Fuck my aunt, fuck my parents, fuck this whole thing. Meh, at least I'll be working so then my next pay check won't be so dinky. Oh yeah, FUCK COGSWELL!

[^o0Kynger0o^] - 10:29 PM PDT

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