I'm gonna kill my self just get at my mother!
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Actually, scratch that. Fanime is next week and I wanna hit on the cosplay chicks.
I swear my mother is up to her devious diabolical plans to make me her slave in partner in the food industry. It's like I'm doin' well, I got an ok job, looking for other jobs related to my field, also doin' stuff on the side that I enjoy then *BAMM!*, "You got an interview tomorrow at 2:00PM at the Los Altos Country Club!" And I'm like, "WTF?! I didn't applied there yet!" Shit dawg, just gets me a job without my knowing about it. I know what she's up to. She want's me to get into the food industry and start a restaurant with her. FUCK THAT SHIT!!! And what?! Throw my fuckin' ambitions away to fufill her ambitions. I can't fuckin' believe this! The nerve of this woman. And today after spending a cheery day at Young's place with Christy and Jon.....man, what an orgy! Jon, you rock at that thing you do with the stuff! I come home and I'm like interrogated by her and she keeps on asking me about how much I'm gonna get paid and if I want to go back to school and switch career paths and crap. Ya know, come to think of it she never wanted me to go into art. So much discouragement in the past. How can you do that to your kid man?! Just let their dreams and ambitions crumble. Shit, if my daughter wanted to be a pr0n star and it was her dream and ambition fuck, I let her do it.
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Ok, too many Ricki Lake shows there. Maybe it won't be so bad. I'm gonna be making twice as much than what I'm making at Hayes. Commute is gonna be fucked up since it's up in Los Altos and I'm in San Jose. And shit at Hayes looks like it's goin' down. If things go well at the country club then I might switch......BUT MY MOTHER WORKS THERE AND THEN I'LL HAVE TO SEE HER! SHIIIIIT!!!! Fuck man.
You know what I really wanna do now?! Well, besides inheriting a palace and my own harlots. I want to just work, save some money and use the time I'm not working to work on my art. Hell if I'm lucky to strike a job doin' art but with this shit economy I don't see that happening soon. And hopefully when the economy does pick up then with the art I've created and accumulated I'll be ready to show them what I got. But knowing my luck, shit, when the economy picks up we'll be attacked not by terrorists but by aliens and then we will declare war on space and then there will be claims of weapons of mass destruction are being created on Mars.
*Flipping da bird, John Woo style!*
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